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Just a few more pounds...
To perfection
Created on 2003-10-02 13:09:25 (#1364306), last updated 2006-12-02
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| Name: | Ashley |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1986 |
| Location: | Mississippi, United States |
Stats
(updated 11/26/06)
Height: 5'8"
High weight: Not counting being pregnant (got up to 205!) would be 185, as that is the weight I was for a few months after giving birth.
Low weight: 121 (when I as 17, at the height of my anorexia)
Current weight: 171
Goal weight: 135-140 (I say 140 when people ask, but it's really 135)
"Disorder": Anorexia, ED-Nos. Never really got into throwing up. Always restricting. Considering I'm so heavy now, and I don't restrict nearly as much as I used to, I don't think I am technically anorexic.
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At the time I'm writing this (11/26/06), I have an almost-7 month old daughter, and I am married to my childhood sweetheart. I love them both so much. I don't want to hurt anyone, and I don't plan to actually starve. I am breastfeeding, and plan to do so until she is at least 2 years old, possibly longer. Therefore, I have to be careful to not undereat way too much, to keep my supply up. I also need energy to keep up with her, especially since she is starting to crawl now! I can't wait to lose this weight and be thin again, though. It's been a loooong time.
I may not update a TON, I'm trying to keep this journal a secret. I have a regular personal journal as well, but I miss this one. So yeah.
(updated 11/26/06)
Height: 5'8"
High weight: Not counting being pregnant (got up to 205!) would be 185, as that is the weight I was for a few months after giving birth.
Low weight: 121 (when I as 17, at the height of my anorexia)
Current weight: 171
Goal weight: 135-140 (I say 140 when people ask, but it's really 135)
"Disorder": Anorexia, ED-Nos. Never really got into throwing up. Always restricting. Considering I'm so heavy now, and I don't restrict nearly as much as I used to, I don't think I am technically anorexic.
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At the time I'm writing this (11/26/06), I have an almost-7 month old daughter, and I am married to my childhood sweetheart. I love them both so much. I don't want to hurt anyone, and I don't plan to actually starve. I am breastfeeding, and plan to do so until she is at least 2 years old, possibly longer. Therefore, I have to be careful to not undereat way too much, to keep my supply up. I also need energy to keep up with her, especially since she is starting to crawl now! I can't wait to lose this weight and be thin again, though. It's been a loooong time.
I may not update a TON, I'm trying to keep this journal a secret. I have a regular personal journal as well, but I miss this one. So yeah.
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